oh my gawwd!

have anyone watched misteri nusantara on February 27? if u have, then what do u feel about the buffalo slaughtering uh? perghhh.. i'm not sure about what the episode is about. i watched it pon because my mum was so eager to watch it. weird acara pengebumian ( cant find the english terms)

there was this king who passed away like 7 years already kot. after 7 years, they placed the corpse (they kept it for 7 years!) on the hillside. ade la maksud dye. bla bla. then time upacara tu, they all buat 'sabung kerbau' aw. the loosing buffalo will be slaughtered instantly. well, if they did it in a good way, i dont care lah. but they did it cruelly and very very unhumanely ever! (betul ke ayat aku?)

bayangkan tengah kobau tu elok2 berdiri, sorang pakcik ni datang && sembelih! without making the buffalo rest && sit first. not sembelih la. more like tetak aw! urghhhh. yeah, its some ritual but i think it should be done anymore. maybe lepas ni dyeorang da ta buat kot sebab yang passed away ni the last king. i hope so. yang memeritkan, tv tu pegy show off lak image tu. memang censored, but still, aku ley nampak gambaran tu aw. Eeeww. darah merate-rate. kobau tu pong sekse gile. dah la tengah berdiri. haihhh. i didn't watch it till the end pon. ta sanggup yunk oi. kalu nok sembelih pong, buat la dengan care yang berhemah. kesian kobau tuuu..
wwaaa~

then suddenly i remembered the time where we had to disect frogs. i HATE && GELI when it comes to frogs. i always did. tapi that doesn't mean i am cruel to them. i was in form four that time. we had to pengsankan the frogs first. so we put this-i-dont-remember-the-name thingy. kesian gile katak tuuuuu. dah la diletakkan dalam balang. then kene pengsankan lak. melompat-lompat aww.. i can stil imagine how the frogs look like. huuuuu. i feel like crying. time tu, i stayed VERY far away from the balang. let others watch 'em frogs being suffered. i keep telling my self that is was all for the sake of science and research whatsoever. but still the disgusted feeling won't come off. haihhhh.

moving on. then bile da pengsan, kene pin katak tu punye kaki dan tangan with pin yang kite pin kat baju tuuu (jarum peniti). ouchh! imagine u being pin to the board with pins. waaaaa~ PLUS, the frogs are not matured yet. we had to use the small ones sebab dah tak ade frogs lain dah. "teenage frogs", i keep telling my friends. sedih sedih. time disect tu u all know la what happened enn. cut the dada first. slowly peel off the skins. there are several layers of 'em. lastly jumpe the heart and other organs. the heart's still beating. haihhhh luluh jantung aku! bla bla. then, yang paling klimaks lah, after all the disecting is done, the boys in front of me cut off their frogs's head, hands && feet! haaaaaah! kesian kesian. why can't they let the frogs die in peace? i kept imagining the frogs whenever i close my eyes for days! sekseeeeeee!

RIP, frogs sekalian. i'm so sorry. really. darn i feel like crying now. -_-