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XP sy bukan nak condemn tapy kalu time pekse bwt cmni, ta rugy ke mase depan kita kan kan?

tebuk?

next exam is bio. aahhhh. i suck at it. studied like 50% && we'll see the result. its like i remembered all the damned facts but i seem to be all jammed up time nak jawab. uurrgghh.

i googled up lip piercing just now && took the effort to look for the infos. yeah, as if i was going to have one innit? ahahaha. mane tahu one day you'll see me with a labret ke kan kan? i've thought about it for like two years already and just waiting for the right time. tapy, i wonder this labret thing legal kalu i masuk matriks, for instance, or maybe kat ipta ke. is it allowed? ahaha. if it is, cheers for the authorities but if it is not, then ia menghalang me form piercing cause u don wanna get disciplinary actions for some minor piercing && stuff kan? ouh yeah im fussy && i stick to the details so tht i wont have to take it off naty. penat je kalu kne bkk balik.

then, i remembered the superiors yg rule the house. yeah the two king && queen. would they approve this wish of mine. of course it all under my expenses but would they ever allow it? i once gave my dad some hint about it and he seemed to NOT approving it. bwt muka ta buley bla pulak tuh! :) hahaha. tgkla cmne naty.

daddy, daddy, will you let me?
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jgn tinggal daku

Jangan tinggal daku
Oh adik oh juwita
Kanda sedang rindu
Pada mu yang manis jelita
.
Hanya dikau seorang
Oh bintang oh pujaan
Tempat kasih sayang
Harapan di masa hadapan
.
Andai dinda pergi
Daku teman tiada
Meratap sunyi
Hampa merana
.
O O jangan tinggal daku
O dewi O manisku
Kanda rindu selalu
Senyuman yang manis bermadu
.
Andai dinda pergi
Daku teman tiada
Meratap sunyi
Hampa merana
.
O O jangan tinggal daku
O dewi O pujaan
Kanda rindu selalu
Senyman yang manis bermadu

tibe tibe teringat kat lagu neyh. mule la aku tachink bile dgr lagu neyh. dah la time time gawat neyh. tambah pulak ta de org lyn aku. time ade hp jewp sume org hilang.. kacang bunciss betul. terasa sunyi erkk. aduhai. suddenly i've realised how i have changed emotionally aw. i'm more sensitive (tataw la sbb pms ke hape?), cries easilly over a stupid indo drama. adeii.

weak && pathetic. thts wht i am now. ;(

arytuh ade la satu cite indo yg berunsur agama && pengajaran. sedeyh gak la ending. tgh tgh lipat baju uh mate berair lak. before this kalu nak taching uh lmbt sket aw tapy kali ni cepat jewp. adoyy. ta suke ta suke betul la! fck

so, i searched for the reasons of this new behavior of mine. dah jumpe. frm tht, i have concluded tht:

1. i should try to forgive ( hell, i'll be dead if i do )
2. i should try to forget ( no wayy )
3. i should not simpan dendam (lmao maybe)
4. i should accept the fact ( accept? yes. be calm wif it? NO. )
5. i should learn to be a lot more stronger ( i am )

so, ape konklusinya? heck, i'm going no where && will NOT be okay anymore. so, let it be. XD kpd sesipa yg once have done those-not-so-good-and-cruel-thing to me, may u hav a blessed life. i luv u all. ;) i really do ;)

apart frm this not-so-happy-thing, i got rm10 frm mama! ahaha ;) sgt besh. but she wants me to have it && spend it for reloading my fone. i asked for cash tapy dye suroh aku topup jgk. pelik pelik. but, whtever. as long as i have it ;) bwt, ary ni ary ape erk? chinese new year ke mama? or maybe she rememberd tht she didn't gave any angpau this year so she was like membayar hutang la neyh. luv u mama! ;)

aku kepingin nak makan ni ::

aku nak makan ni naty. sape maw teman && belanja? ;)

surprise surprise!

everyday i've been continously surprised by news tht are surprisingly surprising me. wtf am i talking about duh? aryni ade perjumpaan pengawas at the tapak perimpunan. so, zaty && i pun walk to the pengawas's fav spot. but today, something's seems diff. i saw to person wearing white unis yg terpacak kat tiang bendera uh. guess who? they are the new prefects AND worst, ketua && timbalan ketua pengawas. imagine, in the midst of kekecohan, the teachers decided to tukar the pucuk pimpinan And worst, choosing THEM =X

who are they? the guy, a tall one, comes from the lower six form ( unknown of the name ) but as far as we know, he's the guy who always came late to skewl. i know bcause i'm incharge of the late comers very morning, mind u. hes late && rude. so, should it be possible tht a late comer becomes the head prefect? LAME! PATHETIC oke! no, dont tell me tht im using the blog to express my anger && saje saje nak sebar fitnah. man, it the damned truth. adei, jgn hrp aku maw dgr kate dye oke.

next, the timbalan. hell, she's worst. gedik nak maty. i know she's injured && stuff tapy kalu da ta sehat, lagak dye mestilah mcm org ta sehat. ni tergedik mcm sial jewp. lets see just how she'll manage the pentadbiran && at the same time deal with us, the riots. kalu dye bwt hal time jady timbalan kejadah uh, im sure she'll have a bad time coping cos FYI, she has many haters oke. bahahaha!

lots of luck to the both of them. lucky aku da nak belah la weyy. kalu ta, terkangkang la aku kat situ tgk muke depa. hark tuih! naty kalu ade gmba aku post oke peeps!

baru dtg sekula da nak tunjuk lagak.

we, the seniors strongly wish u all the best, bozo.

may u have a blessed life. XD

another surprise for me is about one of my beshtie yg da pindah uh. she called and we talked about lives. her's sucks. pity her. things happening to her && dye da ta tahan. all i could do is persuade her to not to think about it. sayu ble dgr sure dye nanges. i hope she's gonna be okayy && will call me if she has anymore probs. adei, time nak pekse la mcm mcm jad. dugaan. X(

the freaks we are

heyyy ;) gud news! the class's pict out and i've uploaded the edited version here. ahahaha. i hope it looks okay. this is the candid version as i find the formal one aint as intersting as the candid one. hehehe ;)

wanna know the freaks of 5 science ya? okayy.

standing in the third line (the boys) are :

(from left) syahmi, ariff, ilham, kamaraj, daniel, luqman, vijibalan, kumaran, hisham, faidrul && amirul.

standing in the second line are :

(from left) poncholai, kamalizah, shuhada, mubinah, fazlin, atiqah, hamizah && ardila

sitting in the first line are :

(from left) intan, 'izzati, dinni, ain, irwan, pn. asrinah, sabrina, afera, aneeza, amorn && izzaty

notice the guy in purple hugging his friend beside him? well, today, just after we got the pict, the whole class was talking baout it && causes kekecohan! ahahaha. ask one of us if u wanna know why we make such fuss about the both of 'em XD kurang pahala aku kalu kutuk depa aw, so i better shut my big mouth. XP

i love my skewl? wtf

today, first thing in the mornig aku dpt jumpa itu budak woo. ahahaha. best best. ye la, org tade bf ni kan best aw buley cuci mata. ngeehehehe. kiddin. tah pape tah aku ni aryni. eng was okayy but my hand was all exhausted sbb tulis karangan punyee pasal. tu la, sape soh aku tulis byk sgt! ahaha. lmao poyyo jek. today duk kelas spt biase but the fan in front of the class is still not working. ceiling tu pun da landoQ. best gak kalu runtuh. buleyy postpone paper atas sebab bdk kelas uh mengalami kejutan mental! weee~

aryni masyitah's taking our pict for the skewl mag. sbg ahli sidang, aku pun terpaksa menurut. it sucks to have ur pict taken after the recess sbb tyme tu rambut muka && hidung pun sume senget senget jewp! agaagaga! tapy ta pe la. buruk buruk pun its my face && i have to accept te fact tht i look ugly kan kan? tomorrow or rather today, im having sejarah paper 2. adeii. esei tuu. so, its tyme foe me to stop && start stdying && later head to bed. naty sok ngntok, tawu la aku. ahaha! adios. ;)

only months to go before i end my misery at my skewl. then, its freedom bebeyh!

p/s: aku nak keluar cepat cepat, foureyedfreak!

credits to the website www.bandartasikkesuma.com

ary yg sengal.

aryni kne bwt test kat class 4 science sbb atap bocor! ahahaha. pakcik plumber ta dtg lagy so kne pindah la naty tkot kteorg maty kne himpap ceiling pulak! XD aryni test bm I && II. buley la kot. tapy yg aku ta puas aty aku tataw ape mkne mengelek. cit! mengelek uh sort of like mengendong jgk la. alahai. aku ta de anak so mmg ptt tataw ape itu mengelek kan kan? budu punya soalan. pegy tnye mak mak org lagy bgus! bahahah! XD then peribahasa pun semacam punya susah daa. nseb aku tembak je. mampuih la ape nok jdy yg penting aku da jwb. case closed!

hahaha! ptg td after test pegy rumah zaty jap. stdy eng. literature sumpah mmg susah soalan dye. aduhai. nseb teacher bagy jwpn utk soalan tu. or else esok sume doomed! ain cant make it sbb mak dye ade hal. bwt bwt latihan uh, tbe tbe give up, nak stop. sbb zaty posa && aku pun da nak abes posa sehary aku! ahahaha. skip skip until da pkul 4.30 aku pun pulang.

on the way home, time aku kat sempang rumah zaty there this one van yg menempatkan beberapa org lalaki india. aduy, time aku nak lintas la dye nak usha. gile bodo. aku yg hodoh bgaikan badak ni pun kene usha kat simpang ke? lps tu aku pun ikot la belakang dye. aduy, nak overtake jalan sempit. saba jela aku ikot dyeorg yg ta cukup akal tuu. lps tu kat depan sekula uh aku pun potong ar, ape lgy. press minyak smpai meter pun smpai takat 120 km/h. ahhaha semate mate nak elak dr laky laky uh aku sggup gadai nyawa ouh! XP lps aku obertake, dye buley lak horn aku. cibai bin keparat! aku pun bwt la muke bodo lagy sengal. nseb baik lps aku potong uh smpai sempang umah aku pulak. cilake ko, keparat! aku nak bwk moto elok elok pun teros jd pelumba haram. maty aku kat situ, aku cary korg eyhh! hahahaha. lain kaly, dress like a total freak atau dress manly so tht ta kne kcu. wtf!

alang alang uh kasi usha plat moto aku keyh! ahahaha. ni la penyelamat aku yg sgt henshem lagy bergaya.

<3>

then today another teacher from the kadet bomba (yes, im one of it) kate kat ain yg dye kne mntk tht cert from the head teacher. ala yg aku syg sgt sgt tuh! wtf. cert ape? ala, cert penghargaan utk jawatan yg disandang sebelum ini utk matriks punye borang. hark tuih! dont ever think im gonna suck up my spit oke. tamaw bagy? i dont care even a teensy weency wee bit oke. end of story.

aryni sgt busan sbb no fon untuk menemaniku. alahai. my mum remembered about me having the fone lps tu dye cpt cpt suroh ltk balik. now im totally bored && lunelly. ta kan aku nak call org pulak kan kan? ta ke pelik? ahahaha. whtever la. at least ade la siket bab 1 sejarah msok dlm otak aku, berbaloi ;) tumorrow, eng test. hope its oke && not too hard. next, sejarah. ary rabu naty tentu ta beshh. aahhhh. ;(

oke la. guessed i've written enuff. dah la busan, tataw ape nak bwt so i guess i should go to bed now. esok, harap harap dpt bertemu dgnnya supaya dpt aku mencuci mata. sapa laky itu? a junior yg sj je aku usha bwt hobi baru. ahaha! toddles!

diariku utk tatapan mu!

sunday, sept 7
11.45 pm


haihh.. im stil up, reading komsas for tomorrow's test. wait, its not test dudes, trial laa. ahahah! almost forget. wtf.
since its been long since i've posted a new post, this blog is a compilation of several days of events.

1. still coughin. pegy klinik AGAIN. haih, i've been consuming ubat je. nak maty kut. XD

2. US being me, ain && zaty saw the sidang's teacher && said wht we had to. seems tht wht we've been going htru, she does too! dye yg nak sgt buat semua kje. haih, wht have gotten into you ketua? btw, u should behave la ketua. peeps have been talkin bbout you, a LOT!

3. my beloved TotEatArmyChairHairEnvyRiots namely tut bin tut (rahsia) would not give the cert. alah, aku ta mntak pun la. bajet aku nak melutut la? no wayy. besides, i've seen you ejek-king sally. man, you retard or wht? u're like in the midst of fourty and stil you say bad words to young childrens at skewl. i thought the incident of you having your name all over the web with all those bad stuff tu might give you some hint of wht u should do tapy wht to do, kebal sgt! if you not changing, chances are you'e not gonna get respects anymore.

yg laen laen? sudeh ta igt! hahah! XD except this little event yg bisa membuatku terasa panas tatkala aku teringatkan peristiwa ini. haih, give me strength to face the world peeps!

-nama2 sudah di blur kan untuk menjaga kepentingan mereka. jady bersukur la. XD ni ade la sorg mamat nih. sebok je nak tayang name gf. tawu la de gf rite but dont be too taasub la weyy. ahahah! dlu, name ex ta nak pulak letak an? jage la aty ex lu yg da kuciwa tu. wtf. kate tamaw pk psl gurl laen? i'll remember tht single ayt u gave ur ex before this. gth! ex sape neyh?

hahah! tady tu selingan blog sy yerp! i will not tell you who the person or the who the ex is sbb aku nak jgk jge aty depa. naty org kate aku bwt kenyataan palsu lak kan kan? so, biarlah rahsia. nk tahu jgk? ask me. XD

huuh.. dah la. i'm fed up with all this komsas thingy. maybe i'll go to sleep KUT. ahahaha. miss my atok la. plus i miss going back to kg. miss my neneks and sedares. ahahha! FYI, the atok im missin is no real atok, just my cute plus notty plus weird atok Fian.

currently listening to this! ;)

Korus:

"Jangan kau bimbang sayang
di mana ku berada
dengan siapa ku bersama
jangan bimbangku tetap
kau yang punya "

bosan+boring=boran!

4.58pm
3rd ramadhan

haih.. today, nothing happened much. except tht i realised that those two buddies of mine ade sedikit conflicts. uhhuhu. ta best nye! alahai. maseng maseng ade angin tersendiri && i just dunno wht has got into them. i still cnt seem to figure out wht yet but i hope to succeed. ta best la kalu sorg sorg muke tarik je kan kan? it must END or else aku yg merana oke. sbb naty aku akan torn apart. please dont do this to me. sekali dah cukup eyh! aduhai. ta pe, sumday, it would end jgk kan kan? besides, we're buddies and buddies dont fight THAT long kan kan? whtever la, asalkan its gonna be okay naty.

huhuhuhu.

sayangs, please be okay cepat cepat eyh? both of u. ;)

ape ape lah, asalkan aku bahagia ;)

hahaha! nothing much actually. i'm here. stuck in front of the computer with absolutely nothing to do and heck, why does everything has to be so complicated?

it seems so high

our drems && promises

but, you fall into the pit

leaving me

alone

to climb the mountains

i tried to take you up

but you let my hands go

there's nothing i could do

you choosed to let go

i'd rescue you

so that you'd be back in my arms

but you denied it

rejected it

so, let it be

i'll continue climbing

withou you,

the mountains seems a lot eassier to climb