Friday, June 26, 2009

King Of Pop


R.I.P MJ.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

A trip to Fransemeyih

Lepas ini maw pegy beli tiket pergi balik ke France babaaayyy :) Huuhuhuhu best gyle. It's like the king of all dreams awww. I'm so fucking excited.

Duuuhhhhh! ahahahhhhaha Tade la, it the pergi balik tiket pulang ke kampung. It's so funny when I mentioned my home back in Semenyih as 'hometown' ya'all. Tiihhhiiiiihihi :)

Gonna be going with my two new friends ( not really new la ) to bandar lame Kampar. Naek kereta sweep ( prebet sapu ) Ehhhh, excited doe. As if I'm going on a trip.

And, I joined the Mass Comm Society AND also Drama and Public Speaking Society. Bhhhaahhhaa Ni sume member punye pasal till I had to be in TWO societies. Eh, tapy ta pe ah kan? It's called, 'expanding hubungan silaturahim' kan kan? :) I wanted to join the English Society. Tapy dyeorang ta bukak booth pun. Next week kot. Oh, please Amorn, don't think of adding another club okayyy XD Tamak haloba halobi :)

EVER

Have you ever felt that you don't belong? Ever felt alone? Ever felt that everyone has their own colony and you don't have your's like you had before? Ever felt that you wanted to be like them? Ever felt like you wanna go back to the place you belong? Ever felt that you made a bad choice? Ever thought that you better off in your old, nice and cozy teritory?

Every face
Every smiles
Filled up the space
The atmosphere is unbelievable

The crowd is loud
With talks and shouts
With happiness filling their lungs
Nothing saddens them

Alone, I'm here
With all these burden I had to bare
It's not what I wish
Never could I have asked for this

The crowd leaves
Leaving the empty space
No more smiles
Nothing but silence
Fills this space

Silence overcome me
My lips are sealed
The boundaries that kept us apart
Is too high for me to climb

So,
All to be done is wait
And rot
Till the very last blood
Till the very last flesh


P/s : Kejadahnye ape yang aku buat ni? Busan melampaui batas, melepasi ukuran, melebihi maksima. :))

batak balik kampung

Hello people :) Guess what darls? I'm going back to Semenyih this weekend ya
all! Yayyyyyyy! I'm so fucking excited! Fuuuhhhh hopes it turns out well :) Buley balik jumpe sumue orang, esp my family and my friends! Jumpe zatayyy, jumpa ainnnn :)) Sangat gembira awwww. Sumpah harap-harap jadi :)

Sape nak jual handphone murah? Yang monochrome lagy bagus. Lagy murah lagy bagus. I can't stand the two-sim-but-one-phone thingy. Urghhhhh!

P/s : oooohhhhh balik kampung oooohhhhhh balik kampung hati girang :)

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Don't be a fucking retard

I just don't understand why people get messed up with the fact that Miley got her nose pierced. Whaaadddaaheck? Hello people? It's jusy a fucking nose pierce kot. If you don't like it, just shut up. She's a star, she's an idol but heck, she's still a teenager. No one can deny that fact. I guess you too wanted to do something awesome when you're a teenager kan?

Some people said it's bad because kids are idolising her. So what? The kids tu yang retard. Why idolise someone and FOLLOW everything the celebs does? This is where parental guidance should be applied. Don't just ask a kid to not to like a celeb, tell 'em what the celeb is doing and whether it is wrong or right. I adore so many celebs that has had bad reps, but i don't turn into one of 'em kan? So, what's the fuss?

Don't burden the celebs with the responsibilty of taking care of their personality and their life just because you think it's her responsibilty as a public icon. That's just not fair! And plain stupid, duuhh! It's their life, their bods. Take the good habits and ignore tha bads ones. It's just plain simple innit? :)

p/s : apehal aku emo sgt ni? XD

Monday, June 15, 2009

dia

dia berubah
dia berpaling
dia meninggalkan
dia melupakan

dia
bukan lagi dia
yang ku kenal dulu
dia
bukan lagi dia
yang ku sanjung dulu

namun
dia tetap ku sayang

Sunday, June 14, 2009

cleaning ladaaaayyyy

Heylo ya'all. Selamat pagy. Woke up at exactly 10.20 a.m. ahahahaha Awal kan kan? Swept and moped the floor just now. Pheewww, penat jugak ah. Basuh toilet la. Kemas bilik la. Damn, patutnye aku jep jady cleaner lady tu. Semua aku buat. Kalu yang datang buat housekeeping tu, haram nak basuh. Setakat ni, sekali jep datang. Baik aku basuh sendiri kan kan? Tunggu lame-lame kang berkarat toilet aku. Waaaawaaaaawaaa :)

Gambar bawah ini? Ouh, saje jep. Nak tunjuk kat deme ghupe teman sekarang ni. Kulit, jangan cakap ah gelap cmne. Tapy lighting gambar ni baek punye, so you wont notice the darkness sangat la. Teehee :)



Whoose the losaaaaahhhhh?

P/s : Macam ta berubah jep weight aku. hahahhahh Bilo lak nak kurus ni?

Bebelan tengah malam.

Selamat pagi semua! Bhahahahaha. Gila sewel saya hari ini. Pagi-pagi buta ni masih belum tidur. Haihhh ape nak jadi la. Mentang-mentang esok cuuuuuuuuti! Weeeehhhhhh *macam cowboy atas kuda tu*
Takde mende yang nak dibicarakan hari ini sebenarnya. Sekadar suka-suka. Kite sembang-sembang bodoh okay?

Eh, tadi jiran ku mengadakan bbq partaaaay. Dah la hujan. Kesian betul. Sape suruh ta tengok wheather forecast kan? Dah la asapnye sampai ke rumah kami. Lepas tu kecoh lakk. Adoyyyai. Batak bbq? Haihhhhh, kalu buley nak satu westlake taw dyeorang mengadakan bbq dan jamuan hari jadi. Naseb semua perempuan saja. Kalu campur, entah le ape mau jd kak oi. Takpela, enjoy la yangg.

Aku admire betul *bukan yang suka suki tuh* dengan orang yang putus jep, terus dapat kekasih baru. Cehhh, jealous to be exact. Hahahhhaa. Sebab dyeorang dengan senang hati move on tanpa rasa sedih atau tak puas haty. Yang aku ni, ha menjande bape bulan. Ahhhahhhaaa. Bodoh nye statement. Ape-ape pun, sape yang rase terase, congrats anyway, bro. *eh memang betul dye pet bro aku*

Eh, payah betul ade due sim, tapy hanya satu phone. Padan muka aku, sapa suruh banyak-banyak sim? Nak beli lagy satu, kene tunggu bajet stabil dulu. Haiseh mann. Jum kumpul duet, jimat duet. curi duet! Eh ehh, bukan bukan. Tersamsul japp tady. Hhhheehh ^_^

Roommate aku baek sungguh semuanya. Seniors, tapy okay la. Ta macam yang aku bayangkan dulu-dulu. :)

Rambot ku panjang tapy tataw nak potong ke ta. Kalu potong, kat mane jep maw potong? Haisehhh payahhhhh. Bukan ape, aku tidak berapa nak percaya dengan tukang gunting baru kerana entah kenapa itu memang perangai aku doe. Payah nak buat new adjustments. Tapy alang-alang nak pegy salon tu, kasi kaler itu rambut ah. Satu streak pun jady ah. Warne merah? Biru? Hijau? Wooowwww best siakk :)

And one more thing, mane aku nak cari piercer kat ceruk hutan ni? I need one ASAP!

lawo :)

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Berita Terkini

13 Jun, Kampar Perak-Hari ini hari dalam sejarah. Kampar dituruni hujan sejak senja sehingga beberapa minit yang lalu. Ini merupakan detik bersejarah buat penduduk Kampar yang selama ini mengharungi cuaca yang terik dan panas.

Semenjak 2 atau 3 minggu yang lalu, inilah kali pertama hujan. Sangat mengharukan. Seorang penduduk, Amornrad sengaja mengambil air minum pada waktu itu kerana ingin bermain hujan. Beliau berkata beliau sengaja mengambil kesempatan untuk bermain dengan hujan kerana rindukan hujan. "Dah lama saya tak main hujan", katanya.

Amornrad atau lebih gemar dikenali sebagai Amorn menyatakan kesyukurannya mengenai hujan yang turun lewat petang tadi. Beliau juga menyatakan harapannya agar hujan akan turun lagy di masa akan datang.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

*-*

At last
You came back
All the wait, anxiety
Had come to the end

But wait,
You came back
You are now what I can see
But your soul
Is no longer here

You long for the future
You cherish the present
The presents are what you missed
and you forgot the past

I missed you
I long for your warmth
I cherish our bond
and never
did I forget the past

I am your past
Not more that a dirt
Nor less than a stone

Come back to me
Say you're still mine
Say that you still remember
How our friendship worked last time
And still make it work

We are together,
past, present
and hopefully
in future

is she still the same?

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

derma ape?

Hye :) Banyak cerita lama tertunggak.

So, here's one of them. I donated my blood the other day ya'all. Oh yeah, saya memang bangga. *kembang hidung* Eh, bukan semua yang nak derma darah ni aww. I made a survey aw, not the formal ones la. But most people don't really wanna donate their bloods. Ni bukan lah nak membanggekan diri. Just as a reminder for people out there.

Most people thinks that blood donation is just some crap or that it doen's matter a bit. Well, sangatlah salah kenyatan itu okay. When you donate blood, you're giving people out there a chance to live. A chance to tell their loved ones that they love 'em. Eh, melalut lakk. XD And, one more thing, we just don't know when is our turn to be the misfortunate kan? Mane la taw, ditakdirkan kite eksiden ke. You lost a lot of blood. And, the hospital just can't find any blood to be put on your body. Tak ke mampus jawabnye? Haaaa, renung-renungkan :)

Okay, here are some reasons why people just don't donate blood :

They don't care
They just don't care. It seems that they are not aware that bloods that are donated are not just thrown away. It'll be given to the needy ones.

"Bukannye saya kenal pun penerima darah saya nanti. Kalu relatives tapa lah"
Payoh la oghe lagu ni. Mu ingak dermo daghoh ni mace wi duet rayo? Nok cari hok samo pamily jaaa. Kalu mu eksideng gak, sapo nok wi mu daghoh? Tok mu? Ha, mu amek daghoh dr sepita jgk! Mu kenaa oghe hok wi dahgoh tu?

They are afraid
They don't even like needles poking through their skin, let alone to donate blood. I find these people selfish as they only think about their fears only.

"Darah saya pun ta cukup, inikan pulak nak bagy orang
Ey, kedekut gyle. Eh, mana ang taw darah ang kurang? Ang dah check ka? Kalu dah, tapa lah. Kalu belum, p la check dulu. Awat la ang kalut sangat nih.

They think they had donated enough
Once is not enough la babe. You think when you donated once ( which is waayy back in time ) , you don't need to do it anymore. The needs are not decreasing, for goodness sake. It's increasing. Lagy-lagy eksiden sini-sana kan?

Too busy
This is bulls lah. I mean, hello? Time untuk bende lain ade lak. Besides, bukan nye tiap-tiap hari. It's only once in three months! At least, in a year, we could donate three times aw.

"Eh, kang darah saya habes kang"
Kepala lutut ang! Bhahaha. Apeda. Kan darah tu selalu dihasilkan semula. Pastilah ta habes deh darah kome tuuuuu. Aduuuyyy.


Mule-mule masuk Heritage Hall tu, perasaan memang gementar. Dah la tu, i went there alone aw. None of my friends would dare to do it with me. Ade yang ade kelas. Whatever. So, the moment i stepped at the main entrance, i was half-heartedly strolling arouund the hall. Nak pikir la konon-konon. Bhahaha. Then, i was greeted by this senior at the main entrance. She asked if i wanted to donate me blood. Fortunately, i said "yes" without any reluctance anymore. At that time, i'm 100% sure that i want to do this.

Isi-isi borang ( which is banyak ), macam-macam details. Yela, kang kalu ta sehat, mane buley derma kan kan? Timbang berat lagy yaww. Then, i was moved to this table la. Ade doctor ni, buley tahan la muke *bhahaha*. Checked blood pressure bla bla. He was super nice to me. Sebab ape taw? Sebab i came alone, and that was my first time and i made the muka comel face. Bhahahaha. Then, moves to the other table lak. One nurse waited there. Check lak darah. Cocok jari lak uh. Then, when everytahing was okayy, pegy lak kat satu meja ni *sumpah penat tukar-tukar meja*. Isi lagy borang. Lepas tu this guy gave me the kotak. It has the plastics to put the darah and the needles etc.

Lepas tu, pegy lak dekat katil-katil. Chosed one katil. Laid down and waited. Nurse tanye bla bla sapu-sapu then cocok. I thought dah setel. Rupenye it was only the ubat. Then, cock again for the real needle. Besaq jugak la kalu dibandingkan dengan jarum cucuk ubat tu. Kalu kecik and sempit, lambat la darah tu nak penuh, dduuhhh. Ade la sakit sikit. Prickling la kot. But it's not permanent la. Kejap jep. And since the nurse will ask you tu picit-picit this kayu, secare automatisnye, you will forget about the pain. Believe me :)

Picit-picit, tengok-tengok dah siap. Dah penuh pun. Banyak darah kan :) Then, the nurse'll ask you to rest on the bed. Lepas tu taw-taw somebody put a bag of foods and drink and a certificate along with the sijil book ( the red one ) So, dah setel la. Lepas tu lepas kat H hall sampai masa untuk kelas. Hahaha! Ambek kesempatan bhai :)

Thanks to UTAR for this oppurtunity. They extended the campaign yaw. My luck :) And also to the Tabung Darah Hospital Ipoh for coming all this way to Kampar. Oh, and not to forget the First Aid Society. It's one of the societies in UTAR. Cehh, poyo jep ryni XD

Buktinyaaaaaaaaa *dengan bangge nyeee* ^_^


p/s : aku fail speking qelate. Utaghe pun sama ja. Fail jugak XD

oh lalat

Terkezot i. Tengok Myspace dye. Wah. Nvm, we wait and see baby :)

Monday, June 8, 2009

Bagaimana Menjadi Minah Rempit Yang Top

Ha, gua fatimah. Orang panggil gua ima. Name mesty mau uppp, baru orang respekk. Ni gua nak bagy guidelines ah cmne nak jd minah rempit sejati.

Nama
Nama korang mesty ah upp. Jangan pulak pakai name kampung korang tu. Baru orang ingat. Senang nak contact nanty bile ade ape-ape hal kan. Kalu name syarifah, panggil lah shasha. Baru ah manje. Mat rempit suke. Tambah-tambah name gedik semacam jep.

Rupe
Kalu korang pakai tudung, jangan mimpi la nak jadi minah rempit. Tak lawo dowhh. Rambut, biar kaler-kaler. Macam dawai kaler emas-emas tu pun takpe. Lagy merah lagy hebat.

Baju, jangan ah selebeh. Naty nak naik moto susah doe. Ta nampak body hot tuuu. Biar melekap kat badan. Biar nampak segale ape yang ade kat badan tu. lagy kurang, lagy respekk bhaiii. Eh, kalu badan mantap okay jep pakai naju melekap. Yang penting, attitude uh mesty ah macam badan ko meletup dan ko lawa macam nangke balut atas pokok XD

Seluar, biar ah kecik bawohhh. Biar semua kecik. Peha uh, biar nampak mantop. Bontot uh, jangan dilupakan. Seluar biar ah low cut. Mahal kot korang beli thongs segale kan. Biar ah mat rempit nampok. Baru market.

Muke, mekap la tebal sikit. Kita nak bangge kan. Mesty ah maw lebeyy. Nak-nak kalu nak race. Mesty kase bf kita bangge tayang kitaaa.

Care jalan
Jadi minah rempit ni, jalan mesty lain. Kempis perut, dada keluar bontot kasi tonggek sikit. Eh, nak stand out, mesty ah maw lain. Kalu minah rempit lain tgk, mesty jeles. Mat rempit tgk, terus sangap. Hebat tuuuuuuu

Care membonceng moto
Bile naik moto dengan bf atau mat rempit, silelah ikut peraturan ni. Menonggeng lah dengan semaksima mungkin. Badan mesti maw lentik sehabesnye. Biar macam bentuk S gitu. Menggoda dowhhhh. Dada, maw rapat ke badan orang depan. Biar orang depan tu selesa. Layaaaann sial. Bontot, kalu buley biar ah nampak seluaq dalam merah kawww. Lurah tu pun kasi nampak. Markettttttt dowhh. Plesing je.

Care cakap
Ha, kalu cakap dengan member mesty maww kasar tahap gaban ah. Baru otai. Nak-nak kalu ko awek pailang tempat tu kan. Ha, dah macam permaisuri ahhh. Mencarut uh semestinye walaupun ko ta rase marah. Gembire pun mencarut siakk. Baru ah otai.

Dengan orang tue pun, ko tunjuk je ko otai. Mak bapak ko tanye, ko marah jep. Ape kisah, ko kan awek pailang.

Bf
Cari ah mat rempit sejati. Bukan susah pun. Lepak mamak pukul 2-3 pagy. Lepak port rempit selalu. Kalu mantap ah, sure dah ade teman malam tu jugak. Lagy besar moto, lagy layan. Lagy merah rambut, lagy bagus. Yang jalan macam mayat hidup lagy plesing.

Lain-lain hal
Kalu buley, merokok ah. Baru gentle. Kan balak ko hisap? Lagypun, merokok kan dapat clear kan otak kite dr masalah. Ko kan banyak masalah. Sampai bunuh dr ah ape ahh. So, baik merokok kan?

Arak? Teguk je. Ape kisah, nanty balak ko hantar ko balik ah. Eh, bukan hantar ko balikk rumah ko. Hantar ko balik rumah dye. Esok, baju ko dah hilang. Ahhh, ape kisah? Balak ko sayang ko gile babi. Dye nak kawen dengan ko nanty kan? Okay la tu, lagy cepat.

So, gua dah sertakan segale tips untuk menjadi minah rempit berjaya. Ape-apehal, lu rujuk la kat otai-otai kat tempat ko tuh.

p/s : Kampar tade minah rempit sangat kot. I missed their lurah bontot already XD

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Updates and Vampires Myths

Helooooooo :) Good morning eberyone. Which reminds me, I've always been joked about my name. Kan Morn kan? So, selalunye, "Morn Morn, Good Morning!" Ahahaha Lawak la pulek XD

I woke up late lah this morning because tersasar last night, reading Vampire Kisses. It was not as good as Stephenie Meyer's edition, no doubt about that. But still, I'm loving it :) My sister said the idea of vampire is a 'lil different from SM's books. Wait till I finish it, then I'll tell ya'all :)

.....Eh, macam nak bercerite pasal vampires laaaa :)

Basically, vampire and also known as vampyr is a myth, not proven to be true NOR untrue. I know some may find this myth unacceptable. But still, it's a myth, for goodness sake :)

How they look like
A vampire ( from many books that I've read ) are creatures that have all the features a human does. The difference is that they may have the good looks ( and body too! ), both make and female. The good looks are used to lure mortals so that they could feed on them. SM stated that they have very beautiful skin that gleams in the sunlight. As a conclusion, vampires have good looks and sexaayyy :)

Their features
While SM says nothing about real long fangs, some stated that vampires have fangs that either are permanently seen or, only sticking out when they need to feed. They have such good eyesights, hearing ability especially in the nights. They have the abbility as a bat does. Extremely strong, vampires need all the strength to take a mortal or an animal down. No mortal could defeat them, for sure. They run fast, not to mention having the abbility to climb walls and trees without problems. They don't feel exhausted and fights all night if they need to. Unless, if they are short of blood.

Their feeding habits
Vampires feeds on human bloods. That is what most of us know. But, some legends tells that vempires also feed on the victim's flesh. There are also new ideas on how vampire feed, on animal bloods. In the Twilight series by SM, she stated that the Cullens have developed a new habit of only feeding on animal blood. Or in other words, being a vegetarian vampire. I liked the idea so much. It shows that vampires also have the abbility to change their nature of only feeding on huiman bloods.

Other vampire lagends tell us that vampires would usually sink their teeth into their victim's neck and drain all the blood. Vampires always drain their victim till their last blood la. However, there's this one book ( sorry, I can't recall the title ) that says vampires feed on witches' blood. Since they are also immortals, these witches usually donate blood to their vampire friends. Vampires sink their teeth in the witches' arm and suck blood from them. Not all blood were sucked. Only until the vampire is satisfied, they will stop. The witches may feel a bit dizzy at first but will easily recovers from the "blood donation".

And oh, vampires usually don't comsume human foods. Only, there are also some myths ( it's all about the myth, kan? ) that some vampires do eat human food. But the rare ones la kot.

Their lifespan
Vampires have existed for a long time already. Or, should I say, their myths. They can live up to hundreds of years and stil remaining their youthfulness. They will remain the same age for a long time, until for some time, they will move on. ( the age )

Ouh, and I don't think when a vampire marries another vampires, they could have an offspring. Because they can't really develop anymore. Only , vampire and a mortal can have a child. But, of course la the child is different and special. ( ni semua pengaruh Stephenie Meyer )

So, setakat ni, this is all I know about vampires. Kalu ade lagy, maybe I've forgotten all about it. Will update as soon as I find out :) Hope it helps for those who love vampire stories and for those who don't also la :)

The rujukans :

Books
The Twilight Series
Vampires Kisses
other books, I can't recall the name. Sorayy '_'

Websites
True Ghost Tales
Vampire Legends by Heidi Keller
Vampire Legends From Around the World
The Myth, Legend and Reality of the Vampire

Saturday, June 6, 2009

I love you all

I LIKE IT! :) Opsss, sorry kerane terlupe menutup pintu tandas. Ehehh tape tape, nak tunjuk tandas bersih kot! XD Thanks to my family for bringing it all the way from Semenyih. I lapp u all :)) They're on the way to Kelantan, so they stop by. Tado la den poning mano nak lotak barang-barang yang dah tado tompek nak lotak. ahahahaha Speaking nghi la pulekk. :)

Oh, beg. Haaaa, naty la den lotak eh. :)) Lawooo

:)

They are coming! :) Tapy tataw ah bile maw sampai. Hope they get here soon. So that, they ta sampai lewat kat Kelantan nanti. And they're bringing bende alah yang beli kat Ikea tu. I missed Ikea already. ahahahaha.

Friday, June 5, 2009

heh, lawok doe

Good morning everyone. How was your sleep?

*sigh Bodo gile aku tanye macam tu. Orang lain tengah membuto, den sibuk lak nak 'Good Morning' oghang.

I just read my sister's blog just now. Shocked, I admit. Ahahaha. They went to a movie. And did not tell me. AND my sister is bloging about it, while trying to not to tell me. She even asked people who reads her blog to not to tell me. Sumpah gile lawak. Way beyond kelakar. Luckily I was on the phone with Zaty. Hell knows how I'm gonna laugh at this :) Mesti dyeorang tengok Terminator Salvation or ape tu, Monsters vs. Aliens tu erk? Ha, ye la kot. Anyways, tape la. I'm not gonna be sooooo pissed off. A bit la. But not that serious kot. She knows how much I like movies. Ta kesah la movies ape pun, I'm totally in love with cinemas. Gile pelik kan? XD

But, one thing's for sure. I'm soooo gonna book tickets for the movie New Moon. Ipoh pun jadiklah. Best pe JJ ipoh. Kan kan? :)

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Yay Yay!

Mama and Dede nak belikan beg baru untuk saya! Yay! I'm soo looking forward to see it. Dah la catalogue-nye, on the phone saja. Let's see how undestanding my sister is of my style :)

Dikale aku terase diriku emo

Sisters will never fall apart. Sumpah tak tipu.

Aku ade dua jenis sisters. Sister kandung dengan sister tak kandung. Bhahaha. Bodo punye ayat siak.

Firstly, my real sisters. Dede and Lana. Gaduh banyak-banyak pun, in the end, we're still together. Still sisters. Ape orang kate, air dicincang, takkan putus? Haaa, betul la tu. So many differences, yet we still could agree with some matters, all the three of us. And, that is what a treasure really is. No money could replace that. Not even adik angkat or adik tiri. Seriously, I miss the times we were together. Altough time gaduh-gaduh. At least, bawah satu bumbung kan? Not to forget my family la. Papa and Mama. Alahhh, neneks too la :) Sekarang, terbuktilah yang, "Family matters the most. Ape-apepun yang kite buat, salah atau betul, family jugaklah yang akan sokong kite".

Another sister is my besties. Both of them too. But, since Ain went to PLKN, I guess I spent more time with Zaty. And that makes our sisterhood even stronger. Whatever we did, we do it together. Tu pasal jadi macam attached sikit. Sumpah aku miss dye. Aku nak pegy rumah dye macam selalu. Sekarang ni, kalu dye ade masalah pun, aku ta buley nak jumpe dye. I feel useless aww. Dulu, kalu ade salah paham pun, bende tu takkan jadi salah paham sebab kiteorang taw ape yang terjadi. Dah paham-paham. Tady baru dye cakap, kiteorang ni kepale same jep. Tu pasal buley get along. Masalah pun kongsi same-same. Same jugak macam Ain. Cume, kurang ber-contact sikit dengan dye sebab dye sibuk.

Sumpah aku miss sisters aku ni. Bile nak jumpe pun tataw la. Salah paham, marah-marah tu memang ade. Tipulah kalu takde kan? Sebenarnye, itulah yang membuatkan hubungan tu istimewa. Takde orang lain yang buley ganti tempat korang, aku sumpah.

Dede and Lana, be good girls okay? Rajen-rajen tolong Mama. Jangan malas okay. And, jangan gaduh selalu. Padahal korang ni sayang-menyayangi kan kan? Eheh :) Be good daughters to Papa and Mama. I love you all, termasuk Papa and Mama lah :)

Zaty, aku sayang ko jugak. Aku ngaku, kadang-kadang uh, ade jugak bende yang kite tade sefahaman. Tapy, aku paham ko. Aku pun taw ko pun paham aku jugak. Walaupun jarak antare kite jauh, tapy kite still sisters. Jage diri elok-elok. Ko kuat, ko je tataw :) Semoga kita kekal macam ni selamenye :) I will always be there for you.

Ain, sayang ko jugak. Tapy rase macam kita dah jauh. Ape-apepun, aku rindu ko jugak. Kalu ko bace ni nanty, just know that I will always be there for you too :) Jage diri okay :)

...Tears flowing,
My heart is hurt
No one else knows it
I fake a smile
Along with a laugh

But deep inside,
I bleed
For I am now far
Away from you...

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

antara roti, tuna dan sos cili



This is what for breakfast AND for lunch. Bhahaha. Malas maw keluar la. I miss home-cooked meal. Sumpah tak tipu. :)
Tu lah, ade yang best dan jugak ade yang ta best dalam hidup ni. Bukan semua yang kita nak, kita dapat. Dan bukan semua yang kita ta suke, kita ta dapat. Ehh, ehhh pening pening. ahahaha. Yang penting, selalu hargai apa yang kita ade sekarang ni. Jangan, nanty bile dah tade, merengek-rengek nak balik. I regreted it. Tapy nak buat macam mane kan. The only solution is to balik rumah selalu! :)
p/s : haa, not only masakan, this nasehat applies in every aspect too :)

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Bus Kinta

Huhhhhhhhh. Very tiring la todayy. The thing is, I had to wait for the bus in the middle of the hotness of Kampar. And, the dumb bus is not on time. Damn it. Booooo UTAR bus! At last, Kinta bus ( I know, very the vintage one! )jugak dapat duet kiteorang. Damn, if it's not because my friends didn't have a bike, I swear, taking the bus would be the very LAST option. Unless it's raining. Or, the lake over-flowed. Or, my bike patah riuk terbelah dua. Bhahahah!

Since the bodo bus was late, and the Kinta bus pun asek tunggu bagy bus tu penuh, I was late for both Public Speaking and Com. Studies' class. Aiyakk muka tebal pom pom punyaaaaaaa. Frust gile. Like, I was really semangat you know. I wanna be the student yang datang awal, duduk dekat depan, taking notes and being the one who actually knows everything that is going on. Now, cannot already lah. HUUhuhuu I hope I can catch up la nanty.

Eh, am I overreacting? 6^_^

So, short-term azam is to be as early as possible in every classes. I also want to be very focus. Score score score! *Wink wink. Scholarship, come come to mama! ^.^

p/s : Kampar still has the old vintage busses, you know. Ala, like the one they had in Semenyih tu, ape? Foh Hup. Haaaa, Foh Hup yang bankrup tu. Hikhik.

p p/s : Lately no photos hor? Stupid housing lorh. Cannot take picture. Bodo. '_'

Monday, June 1, 2009

eh, bangun la

Good morning everyone! :)
ahahahaha for those who are in a holiday now, jangan malas-malas. ahahaha
Got class after this. and in the evening too. pehal la aku antare yang ta bernasib baik untuk dapat jadual camni? one in the morning and the other in the afternoon. banyak gap. huhuhuhu

anyway, gotta head to class right now. nak memengembare di bangunan uni. uhuhuhu woot woot. ahahaha :))

toodles!