pocofamily

presentin' my family photo. wish i had a head that big. i'd be much more wiser and cleverer!

and do take note that no, my mum did not just gave birth to a daughter named katy. why on earth would my younger sister named katy when the rest of us had to live with 'odd' names? hahahah!

i mean, not that i hate my name. it wouldn't be fair if my younger sister had a london-name, innit?

and yes, katy's the cat i've been talking about on facebook. she's a cat. not my sister okay. and she has mustache, representing the whiskers she has. it was my sister's idea, blame her! hahahaha but she look cute right? the cat, i mean LOL

this is actually from a website offering people to personalize the pocoyo character with their own imagination of what they want their pocoyo avatar to look like.

wanna have a try? go to the Pocoyizate website! you'll have the individual pocoyos of your own. i edited mine to make a family photo :)

bookmark

i've been totally bored to death today, ehem i mean yesterday that it came to me this idea of doing a bookmark with the ice-cream setik. my sister bought it at some local stationary shop *yang fofular sekali kat semenyih tu* and these are the left-overs. it's multi-coloured and yeah, memang dah ade colours. there's a bigger size and dang i sure need to get my hands on that ones! tunggu masa nak pergi je :P

presenting, my bila-boring-nak-mampus's creations :

i love these two fellas :) there are my best, for now. don't ask if the strawberry is on top of some poo because i was planning to make it look like a chocolate cake with strawberry on it. and the other one is actually strings with some beads tied to it. ♥

the red one is the first one i did. it looked okay at first but after adding my name, it looked totally fuh-gly. damn :X

gonna add some more creations. nak beli? hahahahaha

Laraku

Malam seperti bersama-sama merasai apa yang aku tanggungi
Dalam hati ini
Panas, membahang amarah

Dari mata turun ke hati
Dari hati terbit cemburu
Menyelubungi jiwa
Membayangi diri

Mengapa kau dengan dia?
Mengapa bukan dengan aku?

Kita teman
Berjanji selalu akan bersama
Biar dicabar ombak meninggi
Mahupun tasik kepayahan yang mendalam

Namun bila yang baru tiba
Kau buang aku
Jauh darimu, lupakan aku
Aku sudah tiada erti, memori lama harus dibuang
Sekarat basikal tua
Selusuh kain lama

Laraku ku bawa jauh
Jauh darimu, hilang dari pandanganmu
Aku tidak mahu kau
Melihat laraku, membusuk di dalam jiwa
Sedihku yang membunuh diriku sendiri
Biar aku beransur
Entah kemana, yang pasti jauh darimu
Tiada lagi aku
Untuk menumpang kasihmu
Meminjam tenagamu
Merugikan masamu

Teman,
Kasihku masih teguh
Buatmu
Kini dan selamanya

bottle cap pendant

pendant baru! ta lawa but i'm satisfied. at least i now know how to make one. corak dye agak buruk, i know. hehehe but since sume tools aku tarak, ni la hasilnyeee :)

Oh oh. Baju tu berkata "I SAW CHOCOLATE, I THOUGHT OF YOU" :)

multiplicity ; posters

Lecture hall UTAR


Went there twice already. Okay la kot :)

P/s : tarak idea maw blog eheh

How To Make a SPECIAL Paper Doll

Hahah! My very FIRST 'How To' video. Hope you guys got some benefit from it, not just laughing at my mistakes. Hahah!

Ignore the mumblings and the craps. teeheeeee! :)

EVER

Have you ever felt that you don't belong? Ever felt alone? Ever felt that everyone has their own colony and you don't have your's like you had before? Ever felt that you wanted to be like them? Ever felt like you wanna go back to the place you belong? Ever felt that you made a bad choice? Ever thought that you better off in your old, nice and cozy teritory?

Every face
Every smiles
Filled up the space
The atmosphere is unbelievable

The crowd is loud
With talks and shouts
With happiness filling their lungs
Nothing saddens them

Alone, I'm here
With all these burden I had to bare
It's not what I wish
Never could I have asked for this

The crowd leaves
Leaving the empty space
No more smiles
Nothing but silence
Fills this space

Silence overcome me
My lips are sealed
The boundaries that kept us apart
Is too high for me to climb

So,
All to be done is wait
And rot
Till the very last blood
Till the very last flesh


P/s : Kejadahnye ape yang aku buat ni? Busan melampaui batas, melepasi ukuran, melebihi maksima. :))

dia

dia berubah
dia berpaling
dia meninggalkan
dia melupakan

dia
bukan lagi dia
yang ku kenal dulu
dia
bukan lagi dia
yang ku sanjung dulu

namun
dia tetap ku sayang

before i lay

Words you uttered
Left my heart shattered
Why now? Why me?
All these questions haunted me..

I just couldn't answer why
Our bond became so dry
Never before we were stranger
Now in out hearst, silence just lingers..

You said you will be there
Promised taht we will always share
All the memories
And the fantasies..

I cling onto your words
Day by day, it rots in my heart
It is now empty
Filled with nothing but darkness..

I'm walking alone down the street
Wet and tears flowing down my cheek
You can't see the tears
You just don't care..

So goodbye darling
Pray that i rest in peace..

amorn 2009

kata hati si boneka

"kau memang. babi. sial. jahanamlah kau. aku dah tak larat menahan rasa ni. rasa yang selalu buatku lemah. rasa yang selalu buatku menangis. rasa yang buatku rasa diriku bodoh. bahlul. senyuman yang selama ini kau tonton sememangnya sandiwara. lakonan, agar terlindung kelemahanku. terlindung kebodohanku. aku ego. tidak mahu melihat kau menyaksikan diriku yang lemah. jiwaku kacau hatiku gelisah. apa, tidak ada carakah untuk aku melupakan kau? kau layan aku macam sampah, aku terima. kau layan aku macam tahik, aku redha. kerana aku sayang. cinta. " ujar si minah.

"cinta? perkataan yang mudah dan sangat berbisa. kau bilang cinta, sayang, rindu. kau kata kau care, miss, love. tapi akhirnya, kata kata yang kau bisikkan hanya angin yang bertiup. sekadar menyinggah. tidak kekal. tidak selamanya. kau menghilangkan diri. alasan? concentrate study. ceh! tipu. " kata-kata pedih keluar dari mulut minah.

"aku sayang kau. rindu kau. tapi aku mahu kau terima akibatnya. supaya aku puas hati. supaya kau tahu apa rasanya menjadi aku. menjadi orang yang didustai. dikhianati. dibohongi."akhirnya, minah itu berhenti dan berlalu pergi. ke mana arahnya, belum dipastikan lagi. ke mana destinasinya, belum ditetapkan lagi. pandai pandaila dia menjaga dirinya.

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