Monday, March 1, 2010

untukkmu

It's not easy to adjust ourselves to a new environment. Yeah, I sure do know about this. A couple times of moving from state to state and going to new places like UTAR taught me a lot.

And it had made me a lot tougher in handling things like this.

I know-you will always feel like you do not belong in that place. It's like you don't fit in. People around you have already had their own colleagues, their own gangs, their own click. And people will stare at you. Although most of the time, you're being too paranoid.

Believe me, I know.

But, you can't just take that as a setback. Or make that a reason for you not doing well in anything that you're supposed to do. It's just plain ridiculous.

So, you making a point that it is okay for you to not do your job well, not to be excellent and to be who you are just because you are in someplace new? Is that it?

Darls, no matter where you are, this matter shouldn't be the problem.

Yeah, you'll feel lonely. Yeah, you'll feel that you don't belong and want to get back to where you come from.

So, what? Get over with it la sayang.

Enough moping around. Cut the whining. Just get up, and take this as a challenge.

Because there's not enough time for all this crap dah. Wake up, and rise to the reality. You can always dream that you'll be back home. You can always hope. You can always play-pretend. But the cruel reality is still there. World ain't no haven no more babe.

Bangun, lihat mentari
Bangun, dongak kepalamu
Tunjukkan kepada dunia
Kau boleh
Kau mampu

Wipe your tears. Wipe the fear away too. After every storm, there'll be shine, waiting to brighten up the day.

After every tear, there'll be laughter. And the laughter you own will be much more meaningful, if it was gained, not just given. Betul ta?

And, you will always have your friends to help you. To tell you that you can. Friends are there to do so. And to love you. It will never replace the love that you have from your family. But it will do as much as. Enough to help you survive..

F, this is for you babe. Be strong :)


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