Sunday, September 14, 2008

jgn tinggal daku


Jangan tinggal daku
Oh adik oh juwita
Kanda sedang rindu
Pada mu yang manis jelita
.
Hanya dikau seorang
Oh bintang oh pujaan
Tempat kasih sayang
Harapan di masa hadapan
.
Andai dinda pergi
Daku teman tiada
Meratap sunyi
Hampa merana
.
O O jangan tinggal daku
O dewi O manisku
Kanda rindu selalu
Senyuman yang manis bermadu
.
Andai dinda pergi
Daku teman tiada
Meratap sunyi
Hampa merana
.
O O jangan tinggal daku
O dewi O pujaan
Kanda rindu selalu
Senyman yang manis bermadu


tibe tibe teringat kat lagu neyh. mule la aku tachink bile dgr lagu neyh. dah la time time gawat neyh. tambah pulak ta de org lyn aku. time ade hp jewp sume org hilang.. kacang bunciss betul. terasa sunyi erkk. aduhai. suddenly i've realised how i have changed emotionally aw. i'm more sensitive (tataw la sbb pms ke hape?), cries easilly over a stupid indo drama. adeii.

weak && pathetic. thts wht i am now. ;(

arytuh ade la satu cite indo yg berunsur agama && pengajaran. sedeyh gak la ending. tgh tgh lipat baju uh mate berair lak. before this kalu nak taching uh lmbt sket aw tapy kali ni cepat jewp. adoyy. ta suke ta suke betul la! fck

so, i searched for the reasons of this new behavior of mine. dah jumpe. frm tht, i have concluded tht:

1. i should try to forgive ( hell, i'll be dead if i do )
2. i should try to forget ( no wayy )
3. i should not simpan dendam (lmao maybe)
4. i should accept the fact ( accept? yes. be calm wif it? NO. )
5. i should learn to be a lot more stronger ( i am )

so, ape konklusinya? heck, i'm going no where && will NOT be okay anymore. so, let it be. XD kpd sesipa yg once have done those-not-so-good-and-cruel-thing to me, may u hav a blessed life. i luv u all. ;) i really do ;)

apart frm this not-so-happy-thing, i got rm10 frm mama! ahaha ;) sgt besh. but she wants me to have it && spend it for reloading my fone. i asked for cash tapy dye suroh aku topup jgk. pelik pelik. but, whtever. as long as i have it ;) bwt, ary ni ary ape erk? chinese new year ke mama? or maybe she rememberd tht she didn't gave any angpau this year so she was like membayar hutang la neyh. luv u mama! ;)

aku kepingin nak makan ni ::


aku nak makan ni naty. sape maw teman && belanja? ;)

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