Monday, February 8, 2010

nasihat buat teman

murah kan maruah kau?
semurah sayur ulam di nat mata ayer. 50 sen untuk tiga ikat.
tapi sekurang-kurangnya, murah si ulam itu, ade faedahnya.
tapi kau? haram.

orang kata, sekali cuba, nak lagi.
gula-gula, bolehlah kau pakai prinsip ni.
tapi yang benda yang kau mahu lagi itu, bukanlah semudah gula-gula.
bukanlah semanis gula-gula.
bukan jua sekecil gula-gula.

aku tak pernah benci kau.
tak pernah aku terfikir untuk buat tak tahu.
kerana aku pedulik
kerana aku tahu
dan kerana aku pasti
yang kau masih muda, baik umur mahupun minda.

jangan jahanamkan hidup
hanya kerana nafsu
hanya kerana cinta
mahupun hanya kerana suka-suka.

bodoh, itulah kau.
bahlul, itulah kau.
jika kau masih di takuk lama.

jangan jadi jahil hanya kerana ingin tempah nama
jangan bangang hanya kerana ingin kehormatan.



now i realise

"commitment is just ain't my way. sorry."

Saturday, February 6, 2010

she ain't fluffy

my heart
she learned a lesson
a lesson she will never forget
nor she will remember

my heart
as cold as ice
as hard as rock
as deep as the sea
for the lessons had taught her so

don't ever blame her
never say that she's wrong

for she has the right to be so
the world taught her so much
the world taught her sorrow
the world taught her pain
the world taught her sadness

no water would bring her down
no sun would melt her down
no wind would push her down
nothing
will ever soften the hardness of her feelings
nothing
will ever change how she feels
nothing